you close your eyes and breathe. you wonder where you should stay. you listen to songs that tell you to live. you get in your car to drive away. is living just that -- in and out, no style, no trivia, just functioning. or is living being on the run. constant. new. eyes wide. wonder. no doubts. no regrets. no thinking. is living more than this? is living simply being? being available. being aware. being there. no bull. no doubts. no running from stability. no running from that which makes you devoid of wonder. sitting in one place. staying. holding tight to the floor. refusing to let go. exhaustion. letting the breath go. release.